tell deviantART about myself? well i don't think dA will read any of this so who cares...
Who am i?
I am Vlad. I live in Bucharest, Romania. I am nobody. Out of all the 760 pageviews, i don't think 10 people actually know me. The rest will probably never know me. I am a shadow. I am a gust of wind. I am a drop of water in the ocean. I am there when you need me but you are not here when i need you. I am the hand that helps you get on your feet when you fall, but you forget about me when you're back up. I am the soft voice telling you it's going to be alright. I am the warmth you need when you are down. I am perfect...only when you need me. Then i am forgotten and flawed.
What i am?
I am human. I am male. I am a photographer. My eyes are the lens, life is my subject and my memories are the photographs i take. I am the little boy playing in mud behind the block where i live. I am the youngster setting things on fire when i grew older. I am the teen fighting to keep my own personality while surrounded by people with no real feelings and emotions. I am the guy in college trying to pass the next year. I am the guy who knows alot of people but feels very lonely. I am empty.
Each and every one of us is "broken" in his or her way. Some fix themselves. Some are fixed by others. Some fix others but never get fixed. Because fixing others is what makes them broken.
Some kill to live. Some live to love. Some love so that they can live.
I live to love. But i don't have who to love. I am a shadow. I am empty.
Probably 95% of the visitors i get won't ever read what i wrote. But to whom may interest, this is who i am. This is me, on the inside: broken, empty and bruised.
"Some people are born to sit by a river,some get struck by lightning,some have an ear for music,some are artists,some swim,some know buttons,some know Shakespeare,some are mothers and some people dance." - Benjamin Button
To this i would add: some people...love
Here are some quotes that define the way i feel and think:
"I'm tired, boss. Tired of bein' on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. Tired of not ever having me a buddy to be with, or tell me where we's coming from or going to, or why. Mostly I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head all the time." John Coffey - The Green Mile
"When you can see the future, you think you're capable of changing it. But you're just a witness to coming moments, unable to help, even if you wanted to and maybe you don't. Sometimes you think you're supposed to learn something, about patience or distance, but in the end it's all about discipline. Seeing things you don't always want to and just moving on. After a while things become easier. Your dream keeps your mind from wandering. You begin to accept things as they are. Every man has his destiny. You can't escape it, even if you can see it coming." Pleasure - The Air I Breathe
Current Residence: Bucharest, Romania
Favourite genre of music: Rap, Celtic Harp, etc...
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: HP